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Joyce Thai l 17 l Senior MMXII l SoCal 626
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Enjoy your stay.
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You fucked up.
I confronted you.
You apologized.
I forgave.
In an instant.
Oh, fuck my kindness.
And to think I learned my lesson. I’m such a fool. I’ve been fucked over twice and now, I still haven’t learned my lesson. Why bother to invite me to kick it with you when you cuddled in front of me with a girl who likes you. You neglected me and just blew me off. When I was outside, you came and asked why I’m not returning to watch the movie and held me. I nudged off. Just go back to your girlfriend already. My day is already bad enough. I don’t understand you whatsoever. What I hate the most is that you lied to me that you don’t like her and how you feel like a dick in a way I do not know how or why. You’re giving me mixed signals. Oh, I like her. No, I don’t like her. Make up your mind. Don’t expect me to read your mind because I can’t. You held my hands and cuddled with me and now, you basically fucked me over. Be up front with me. That’s all I want. Don’t you think it sucks? I treated you like a brother and this is what I get.
Anonymous asked: 7&13
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
That’s a toughie. I rather be hurt by someone I trust the most. I can’t explain why. It’s difficult.
13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
The last time was about a month ago or so. It was my ex. I told him everything that I had bottled up and didn’t care anymore of what he thought as long as I felt better with myself. I needed answers and he gave them to me nonetheless whether they were painful to accept or not. I needed to know.
I must admit, you’re cute with your external looks, but looking down deep within, it is just plain fucking ugly.
Your inside defines who you truly are.
Head up broski. You and I both know we deserve better. Things happen for a reason and we’re not going to stay here forever just to find the source of why this and that happen. Life is a mystery that can’t be solved. You’re one of few who I actually trust to vent to about anything even though we have never met in person. We can do better.
Anonymous asked: why pcc ? :\ you didn't get into any csu or uc ?
PCC isn’t bad actually. I mean, community college does contain a vast amount of people and that it is quite difficult to get the classes you need/want, but right now, it is to save money. Though I am going to go there for roughly about one and a half to two years, it is going to be worth it financially in the future.
Unfortunately, no. I didn’t get accepted to any CSU’s or UC’s because first, I only applied to UC’s and that it was only three universities. I didn’t put much effort into my application because in the end either way, I would still go to a community college then transfer.
I’m stupid. I’m stupid even to begin with having to believe your pool of lies. I’m too gullible to define from the false from the truth. Seems like I don’t know you anymore. Sad isn’t it?
